Screwing things up again.. what a day?!
Posted on August 27, 2007
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Yup, i only blog when i’m not happy.. and i’m not happy for the whole day. i screwed things up again. i tend to mess things up when they are suppose to get better. there’s just something not right about me.
over reacting, extremely over sensitive, over petty, unreasonable, making big big fuss out of small little matters, what other things that i can tell about myself?
my friend once told me that i’m an EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE person, and i totally agree with what he said. whenever people starts to build trust on me, when people starts to believe in me, i tend to do something that will piss them off, or somehow screw the whole "beautiful day" situation up. i just don’t know why am i always doin this. i tried very hard not to.. i will somehow success at the begining, but somehow in the later part, i’ll twist it up again and again.
is being a sensitive person not a good thing? well, i guess that the trend now days is that keep things cool, stay down low, don’t even bother about what others do, just MYOB = mind your own business.
sigh, keep apologizing and asking for forgiveness seems not working at all. more and more people are hating me, i don’t know how to NOT BE A LOSER in life. gosh..
if only i could wake up one day, losing my memories, taking in new things, be someone that people won’t hate, sigh… stop dreaming man…
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hi there,i got a same day here but now getting better.i got a blog there on this matter haha hope it cheers!http://www.ven92.multiply.com/
dude.. i dono wht really happened to u but i do hope u can stand up again s usual u. whenever u feel u’re emotional unstable then jz take a deep breath n change the way of thinking e.g. put urself in a 3rd party view to look at the thing. wel… i think the fren u mention abt is me gua? haha.. pai seh ya.. anyway.. jz wish u all the best.. cheers (”,)
You write very well.