confession
Mistakes has been repeating, confession has been made, chances are given, words are said, changes has to be done, the learning progress is still on going and it will never end. Trying is not the way but making it happen is. Time is the key to a better future.
moved on, or still moving on?
did i move on or i’m still moving on? i guess i did, but still that funny kinky feeling is there. well, i don’t really know how am i suppose to put these feeling in words, but here goes..
i’m like standing in the middle of a room with no borders and endings. i can’t even see a thing in this ocean wide room. it seems more empty than ever. i do see fishes jump out from the water once in a while, but it ain’t easy to catch it. its like trying to tell me "try catch me if u can", i dunno whether am i trying or not, but it just feels like floating around me. sometimes its in front of me, sometimes its behind, sometimes is right beside me. are all these illusions? hallucinations? or is it real? that’s the thing that i’m so confused right now.
am i moving too fast or am i too slow? sometimes its in front of me, sometimes its at the back of me. but there are times when we are side by side, but the thing is this only occurs once in a blue moon. or has it been always around but i myself was somehow blinded and didn’t notice its existence? i saw it moving around me, but not as visible as it seems.
well, i think i’ve moved on, if not, i wouldn’t even feel that kind of feeling now would it? beats the shit outta me…
